The things I need to say.
To voice what's within my heart
I just can't find a way.
I've fought with my emotions
I've held them deep inside.
I didn't want to face it for so long
Things I've tried to hide.
I've been lost within the dark
For so long I've seen no light.
Holding on to the memory
Of a time when things were right.
They've looked upon my face
Seen the sadness in my eyes.
The battle from this evil
That I can no longer disguise.
I've prayed to find the answers
Of what I must do.
I've prayed for the strength to fight
This hell that I go through.
I've held on for so long
And now I feel tired.
I need to let this go
And Lord knows how I've tried.
It's hard to watch the ones you love
Feel that you've gone astray.
That's why I overcame the evil
That was inside me till yesterday.
